One Month.

Hi pretty people who reads my blog. I am finally back after a one month hiatus. And I must say, a lot of shit happened.

Let's start off by saying, my inner fitness freak totally failed in keeping my promise. Gained a lot of weight and my flat stomach is now bloated. Now, I am torturing myself in eating very little. Sad, but i'll get through this.

Next stop, my love life. I've been stressing about it last month, right? But believe it or not, I had the guts to text J that I no longer feel I want to be in a relationship with him. Things weren't looking up after I wrote my last blog post. I thought will get past this but I am so fed up with all his shinenegans. For once, I thought about my own feelings, I had to be selfish for myself. I wasn't getting the right treatment a boyfriend should give to the only girl he loves (or that's what I thought) But I am glad I did that, now I am stress free and can concentrate on my studies and well... weight. -___-

But as others say, when one door closes a new one opens. Been texting, calling, and being sweet to this new guy I met on the internet. He's A. I'm months older than him and we're 400 miles away from each other. Same with J. But the difference, we never met, just pictures on our facebook profiles. But you know, even though we're far from each other, he never fails to make me feel loved, cared for and important to him. I never felt that with J. He was the opposite of J. He just actually got out from his previous relationship, same with me, I guess we're both helping each other. You can maybe call us M.U. (mutual understanding). It's like we know we like each other but we're still waiting for the right time to be boyfriend-girlfriend. I am quite excited for that to happen. But another downside to this is, another long distance relationship for me. But by the way he handles our relationship now, I think it's pretty easy and hard too, but I know he'll never make me feel that I am alone. :)

Wow, that was long.
Well, you can now expect me to blog every day or every two days.
Have a blessed sunday everyone. :)

xoxo